.. and I am upset again

This blogging business is really quite stupid. Reading other people's blogs, once again I get the nagging suspicion that life sucks for me, in comparision to everyone else's. I'll be better off not knowing. It's not that I don't want my friends to be happy. Why can't I be happy too? Why is it that I'm not a part of people's lives. I have a few friends. No, that's not right. I have a few acquantainces. And I'm feeling pretty sore about that now.

You all want to know why I don't update? Other than the fact that nobody wants to know what's going on with Amanda Seah? How about the painful reality that there's nothing to report?