I used to think I was a modern girl, now I know it's not true.

I'm in a strange mood.

Used to think that I wanted to do great things, now I just want to live comfortably.

Thought that my problems and neuroses were different, but they've all been analysed in an earlier time. Solved. You know me inside out when I open my mouth.

I'm just a copy of every girl before me.

Tried to be adventurous in seeking entertainment, but those songs I loved in the end were those that brought up drama and familar images. I don't understand anything artistic.

Late nights used to mean all night. Now it's just 3 am in front of the computer.

Wanted to open my mind, but the innocence parlayed left with no great insights to take it's place.

Silly, vulnerable kid.

I've got my family, and my friends, my schedule, and my traditions.

Pirates

I'm still quite stunned by today. It's great to know that there are still things that really shock me out of my wits.

First shock is what people can do to get what they want.

Second is how they don't feel that they are doing any wrong.

And the third is how well I handle it.




Yes, I think I handled it well, considering.

On a happier note, at least Pirates was good.. Better than the second instalment.. A little confusing at times, but it was mostly due to me not being able to decipher their slurred speech. Was able to temporarily put aside my irritation to enjoy the movie.

Yes, I think I'm ready for adulthood. :)

errrrr FUN STUFF

Errrr... Went to have dinner and then sing songs at partyworld with Candice, Kellyn, Aimee, and Yanqi. Realised that I was in the presence of some really good singers about two thirds of the way into the singing session. HAha.. Okay.. I really have nothing more to add about fun stuff. Oh, haha.. the old songs were fun, even if I never heard some of the chinese ones before. It's just good cheesy music. We should do this more often :) ok really got to go..

people have interesting lives.

Karaoke is always fun :)

On to the things you don't always talk about when having fun.

I met a girl at work today. She's friendly, baby-faced, and the same age as my sister, but her experience in life was fascinating enough to keep me from feeling too bored during those long hours. Well, okay, it's nothing serious like childhood abuse or anything that can make it into a local tabloid, just normal things many teens go through, but it's still interesting.

She's working now but she will be going to ITE and then hopefully poly. She's had 7 boyfriends so far. That would be okay, but then you remember that she only started dating at 16, and she hasn't reached her 18th birthday. Her current boyfriend is many years older than she is, and they... er... Well I'm not saying it's anything new to me okay, no that would be hypocritical, it's just that she's 17+. Born just not long ago. And she sounds so experienced!

Uh. I feel old and auntie and disapproving.

Oh and there's smoking too.

Disapprove!